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Working and whatnot

It has been awhile since I blogged. I started working a few weeks ago and its been a little busy around here. I am working in a deli, its not hard work just non-stop, no breaks from customers. J.W. just got a part time job and it pays double what mine pays so I am gonna be quiting very soon. I didnt want him to work two jobs but with a new baby on the way I really wont be able to work for much longer anyhow.

I am about 4 months along. We should know on the 18th if we are having a boy or a girl. Most importantly we will know if the baby is healthy. I am told I shouldnt worry so much but I cant help it, I do. Maybe if I havent been through all I have with my other pregnancies then I wouldnt be so concerned. I do have a great feeling that everything is okay though. So I guess thats a plus.

Well its been over a month since our house was flooded and the landlady promised to have our floor replaced. But for some goddamn reason she doesnt listen to people and realize that the old flooring cant be reused. So she had her "new handyman" come over to lay it down and guess what? Thats right, it cant be reused. Stupid Bitch!! Well the handyman left saying he would be back today with something different to put down and once again, no show. Now its hard to say how fucking long its gonna be before it gets fixed. Stupid Bitch!! I cant wait till income tax time and we can get the hell out of here. Well thats all for now.

I love you John!

Twins?

We found out last month that baby #2 or as I like to say baby #3 is on the way. I have been picking on J.W. that we are having twins. I may be jinxing us but its fun either way. One is all I am hoping for but if all my picking does come true then, crazy we will be. All my family has been picking on us as well about having twins. I hear lots of ya know twins run on your moms side and your dads side... Anyhow we are very happy that another baby is on the way. I would like to have a girl and so would J.W. But as long as she/he is healthy its all good. I have to wonder how Connor is gonna react to another baby. He is growing so fast! He has 2 teeth now and walks with confidence. He likes to climb whatever is climbable, a little dare devil. Shaina and Drew seem to be okay with another baby one the way. Shaina wants a little sister. I cant wait till we get a ultrasound to see what she/he will be.

I have been trying to sign on my blog for awhile now but it was giving me lots of ass ache. It kept saying the email I provided didnt exist and I didnt even put in a email. Then it would say my password was invalid and blah blah blah... I was about to start another blog when I gave it one more try and sure enough, here I am. Crazy!!

J.W. and me have been married 3 months yesterday. It doesnt seem like its been that long so I guess thats a good thing. All is great here. Before J.W. went to work tonight we snuggled for a bit and it was awesome feeling. I seemed to fit extra perfect in his arms. Sigh!!! I wish it couldve lasted all night. We are still waiting for that first shift job to come around, he looks everyday. Well when we find out what we are having I will update again. As for now its time to call my sweetie back.

Laters.

I love you John!

I HATE DAVID R. WEBB!!!!!

My husband works there and it has some of the shittest hours. Usually he works 3rd shift. Which sucks for family time. Well now, they are on shut down but his department has to work 12 hours, 7 a.m. to 7 p.m. Talk about no family time by the time he gets home, he eats, takes a shower and its time for bed. Tonight I didnt even get a hour with him before he was tired and ready for bed. He has been trying hard to get a new job with better hours, I really hope he gets one soon. We all miss him terribly.

On the upside of things everything has been going well. The kids have even been getting along alot better than normal(knock on wood). And Connor is getting so big. Getting into everything, keeping me on my toes. As for John and me, we are going to Ozzfest very soon which will be great fun! I am looking forward to some kid-free time with my sweetie. It will be a long hot ride however, our air conditioning in the Blazer took a shit and it is gonna be like 96 out the day we go. It will be alright though, keep the windows down and enjoy the breeze. Well I am off to watch a movie with the kids. Later!

Did I mention, I HATE DAVID R. WEBB?!

I love you John!!

Julie May Hedglin

It has a nice ring to it, dont ya think? On May 20th, J.W and me got married at Ravensburg State Park. It rained for awhile but we got some nice pictures after the rain let up. All and all it was pretty nice. I have to say thanx to everyone who lent a helping hand. Later that night a couple of our closest friends and us went to a hotel bar and had some drinks. I think we all enjoyed ourselves. J.W and I spent the night there. Neither one of us felt very well the next morning. I didnt feel completely horrible but enough to want to lay in bed for awhile.

Ozzfest is coming up soon I am getting excited. I didnt get to go with my sweetie last year because I was "really pregnant". So I am looking forward to it this year. I went to Ozzfest 2004 with J.W and I loved it. I got a little tired at one point but it was well worth it. This year it the one we are going to is in Camden, New Jersey. I hear lots of not so nice things about Camden, I aint scared. We also will be taking the kids to Knoebels Amusement Park soon. That should be lots of fun as well. I personally cant wait to go camping I have been wanting to go camping for awhile. Since I wasnt able to go last summer because I wasnt in any shape to be out there away from everything, like, hospitals and whatnot. J.W is looking forward to camping too. It will be great!

We are thinking about putting up a little inflatable pool for the kids. I think it is 12ft by 36" which is good enough to get cooled done and relax. They are on sale right now so I dont want to screw around, deciding has to happen soon. I think it would be a good idea and I think Connor would get some use out of it too. I will get him his on little baby tube and he can splash around. We will see though. But for now I am off to get some rest.

I love you John!

My Egg Was Better Than Your Egg

I have been wanting to write about this for awhile but wasn't much in the mood. I bet my Easter Egg was better than yours. I was told on an colored egg the night before Easter that J.W had a surprise for me. The whole next day passed and I was dying to know what my surprise was. Around 8:00 p.m I found out what it was. J.W handed me a plastic Easter egg that he painted black with a red heart and inside it was a ring. He asked me to marry him, and I happily excepted. We haven't set a date or anything but we have discussed some details. We are thinking a outside wedding is the way we want to go. I got a dress, but I am not sure its gonna work though. Thanx to my soon to be mom it just might work. She is doing some alterations to it. Thank you! So thats where things are with J.W and me.

As for the kids. My daughter Shaina should have been named Grace. Yesterday she was an accident waiting to happen. Everytime she turned around she was hurting herself. She is not graceful at all. Poor Girl! Well tomorrow she wants to register for cheerleading. I just dont know how well tryouts are gonna go for her. My baby boy, Connor, started crawling April 21st. He has been doing the army crawl for awhile but now he can crawl crawl. He is getting so big! So fast! I want to put him in the dryer and shrink him but daddy won't let me. Time goes by so fast. My oldest Drew is doing better in school. He was in danger of failing. If he slips the slightest he will fail. He has been on the ball bringing his homework home and actually having it done. His consuler hasn't called for awhile so I know things are improving which makes me very happy. Kida, Rhaja, Cheeseball and Poop are all doing good too.

I think it's about time for a break from the kids. Haven't had one in awhile. Daddy and Mommy could use a little break. Right now a peaceful night at home sounds wonderful. But I'm sure that has alot to do with the fact that I only got 2 and 1/2 hours sleep lastnight. I couldn't get comfortable at all. Maybe later in the week I will feel more like doing something else. As for now I am off to try to find a comfy spot on the bed. Goodnight all.

I love you John!

Its been awhile!

It's been well over a month since my last entry. I have a couple things to write about tonight. First, I will start with, my girl Shaina turned 8 on March 31st. She had a nice birthday party on April 1st . She got lots of stuff and some bucks. There was a few too many people here but we all made it through alive. The main thing is that Shaina enjoyed herself.
Connor is getting big. He is trying his hardest to crawl. I think daddy is really excited about the whole crawling idea. Atleast for now he is. Only if he knew what he has in store for him. Connor still dont have any teeth but he will soon, he is slobbering alot. His new talent this week is spitting while making "serbert" noises. So intelligent our son is!!
Drew hasnt been too bad lately. He hasnt been messing with his sister to much. Him and the neighbor boy Nick came to be pretty good friends, so that helps. I havent had too many problems where school is concerned either. Grades seem to be coming up a little more. So, all in all he is doing alot better than he was 2 months ago.
J.W and me have been great! He is the best daddy! Connor smiles everytime daddy comes into the room even if he was fussing for me. They like to rough house together. Connor is a little crazy (like his dad). I think it is soon time for mommy and daddy to have some alone time together!!!!
Now to vent a little bit. I was told I should mind my own business. The neighbors have a handicap girl she is 14 and is in a wheel chair. The other day the younger boy was bitching about his parents over the fence. Saying how they are never home and whatnot. So I asked where is Sierra(the handicap girl)? He says " Up in the bathroom where she has been since 8 a.m". It was 6 p.m when he told me this. I was like what the fuck?!? Why? Oh cuz we leave her in there all day cuz she breaks everyones backs.....Sorry but that is abuse no matter how you look at it. A girl who cant get around by herself left alone in the house, in the bathroom all fucking day long. I will mind my own and keep my mouth shut, but it still pisses me off to know what she is going through. I sincerely feel very bad for her. Oh yea one more thing. Sierra got in a little trouble at school and to "show her a lesson" her mom cut all her hair off and made her look like a boy. As if the girl doesnt already feel bad enough already, they just needed to add salt to an open wound. Maybe a little sugar in the gas tank of that Harley would teach them a lesson.

I love you John!